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Fatini Irdina | 8:38 AM | 1Comments |

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....
 yasmin mogahed quote hardship

Assalamualaikum, hello and cheers everybody XD

Hello gais im going to tell the world that tomorrow im going back to hostel huhuhu. Raya had been over. Yeah. So called try raya and im so teraniaya rasanya. Cannot describe perasaan lagi 2 minggu nak trial meanwhile you don't have enough preparation and still you can sit like a lady boss here.
Come on Fatini chaiyyokkkkkkkkkk girl.
Im quite disappointed today with those who cannot give full commitment with their words. Seriously, i kennod go with this :0
Whatever is it, today i meet my bestfriend Hanim Basirah, staying at her house for a few house and studying together kononnya. But still, thanks a lot Nim, love you more xoxo
 Struggling to finish sejarah, and i have to go.
Do pray for my TRIAL SPM and SPM.
Also pray for me to be strong.
May Allah bless.

Nota kaki: Tini can do it

you

Fatini Irdina | 11:25 AM | 0Comments |

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....
Assalamualaikum, hello and cheers everybody XD

 


Sementara aku masih ada mood nak update blog ni, haha izinkan patik berbicara.

Saya ada sorang kawan. Nama kawan saya anne (bukan nama sebenar). Anne sangat baik dengan saya ((dulu)), eh ye ke? :0 Tapi sekarang anne dah tak nak kawan dengan saya huhuhu saya tak tahu kenapa dan saya rasa sangat sedih. The end.
#typicalchildrendiary
#fatiniisbeingchildish
 
 
I don't know the motive of that muqaddimah. Yeah but i know you will understand that if you feel that you are that "Anne". You are the one who used to boost up spirit when I'm down. The one who used to cheer me up, sharing with me your story, being a lot of characters of us that only us know.

The one with high spirit, ambitious and being so determined in whatever you do. We do share the same interest ( i think until now kot). We live in the same world before, and now diff surrounding and im sure that is the thing that make us in diff person now.

It had been almost 2 years...... and still counting how many years to go huhuhuhu ( i wish that it wouldnt be that so long)) What should I do to make things back to normal? my fault actually. Ego and emo is two words that killing me slowly. 
 
You've changed a lot, same goes to me i think. The fact is maybe you think that I've gone so far but actually this is still the same fatini. I see that you are much stronger than me. But hello this fatini now has found her magical spell and she will back with her ben 10 power, lol.

I try not to care of what will be happened after this. Pretending to be strong, ehem i am a strong girl okay. #sissado haha. trying not to say that i miss you hikhok. 5 years of being great friends. ( i know you must miss me actually) hahaha emm even i know you don't miss me anymore, it's ok i will be fine.

The end of fatini's fairy tale.


P/s: Pls know that you are still the best.

her

Fatini Irdina | 10:36 AM | 0Comments |

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....



Assalamualaikum, hello and cheers everybody XD

Second post on 2015. Dah nak raya gamaknya. 7 bulan, full of jatuh bangun hitam putih merah kelabu red velvet of a fatini. Serious talk, 2015 mematangkan aku. Banyak pengalaman yang aku dapat sepanjang 7 bulan ni. Dah nak habis sekolah dah aku. 4 bulan lagi nak SPM. Berapa minggu lagi nak TRIAL. Bila nak ke darat aku ni huhuhuhu.

Aku tak tahu motif aku update blog malam ni. Mungkin sebab tadi aku ter-stalk blog sorang hamba Allah ni yang menginspirasikan aku untuk update something kat sini.

Memandangkan aku berjaya re-access aku punya fb lama tadi, so it's quite a great feeling to stalk gambar-gambar lama. Actually aku start deact acc tu time bulan 10 tahun lepas disebabkan faktor2 keserabutan. Al-maklumlah acc tersebut ditubuhkan masa aku darjah lima (zaman kegemilangan kanak2 yg xberapa nak matang), sampaikan pak cik jual air tepi sekolah rendah dulu pun aku add, ok aku tipu je sebenarnya.

Tapi serious acc tu serabut sangat dengan friends's update yang entah pape. Tak matangnya aku dulu ya Allah semua orang aku add, aku approve ish ish ishhh... Tapi memang pun sebenarnya bila kita makin dewasa and baca post post kita yang terdahulu, kita akan be like, " Ya ampun buk.,.. betul ke tu aku yang post?" hahaha situasi tu dah selalu sangat berlaku. Ini dinamakan lumrah kehidupan.

Tujuan aku re-active kan balik acc tu bukan ape, sebab aku nak cari satu gambar ni yang aku sangat sangat nak simpan huhuhu biar aku jelah tahu gambar ape. But seriously i miss that person so much..... but she's now had forever gone. Al-fatihah.

I did also stalk all the old photos of me, tak fatini lah kalau tak menangis baca komen-komen lama that she had wrote.......... serious rindu sangat. inspired me better. My inspiration forever. I will do my best, I promise!

Tapi i have found someone like her in KKJ. Not absolutely alike, but a bit similarities. That's why i close to that person here. I think maybe that is the reason why Allah pertemukan aku with that person. She is so nice. Nama pun nak dekat-dekat sama.

But life must go on dear. All things that had happened to me make me stronger than before. Idk what will happen to me if Im not going to KKJ. KKJ teach me a lot,  i will miss KKJ so much after this. The Ramadhan in KKJ..........Ramadhan terindah, kenangan terindah......Bangun sahur, tadarus sama2, iftar sama2, terawih sama2, makan bertalam, D Arab, iftar jamai'e, Qiam sama2, pukul 3 pagi kejut bangun qiam and so many memories to share. Great friends, great place, great memories, I will miss this :(


Nota kaki: #salamtrayal
 
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