19, A doctor in making


Have you ever feel this

Fatini Irdina | 12:57 PM | 0Comments |
So it's me Fatini making the same mistake again and again.  This isn't normal anymore. The normal thing be like; you make mistake, you realize, you back to Allah, repent,  don't make the same mistake anymore.  But I can't figure out why myself being so bad.  I make mistake,  I realize,  I repented,  BUT I KEEP REPEATING DOING THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN AND AGAIN :(((((((((

Yeah,  maybe it's okay for the first time.  They will say,  "manusia takkan lari dari kesalahan".  For the second time,  okay lagi memang manusia sifatnya lemah. But when it comes for many times,  hwarghhh I don't know how to describe, I'm really weak :(((

Have u ever been in that kind of situation?  Rasa hina sangat right? Tapi Allah itu Maha Pengampun.  THE ANSWER IS DOA. I'm trying yeah,  and will not giving up.  The only one yang ada time kita susah,  perlukan bantuan. The one who will listen to your tears.  We live to serve Him. Reflect ourselves. What have we done with our life.

To myself,  whatever you do,  BETULKAN NIAT. I know my niat is going to menyeleweng somewhere. huhu.  First thing first, buat benda sebab Allah.  Belajar sebab ilmu,  sebab Allah cinta orang yg berilmu. Dengan ilmu,  nanti kita boleh tolong orang lain.  Kita boleh sebarkan Islam dengan ilmu. Naikkan Islam dengan ilmu.

"Woke up today knowing that Allah sees my situation clearly than I do! Whatever life throws at me, He is with me. I don't need to worry."

"Ya Allah, distract me from distractions and bring me back to the reality!"
Allah's answers to prayer:
• Yes
• No
• Not yet
• I have something better
But one thing is for sure, Allah knows best .