19, A doctor in making


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she's not that strong

Fatini Irdina | 9:03 AM | 0Comments |
when too many things in head, and can't think well, can't control emotion well, and at that time u will just follow your heart.

I thought that making some space would be fine for me, to think some more, and not a few moments after that I realise that im not that strong. the memories game is dem strong and hit me well until I give up to myself. I tried to make things well but I failed this time. I fail. Even almost to lose a friend.

And until this moment, things still like that, but luckily we still friend, at least I can still have you as a friend. That's still glad.

How can u forgot someone that mean so much to you. how can u forgot someone that always on ur mind. how can u forgot a friend that u love the most. how can u forgot someone that u will try to do anything as long as that friend can smile. Sorry I just can't.


What I can do right now is only, pray the best, I dont know how to fix the situation, and maybe the situation will be never as before again.

Just let the time heal.

Me.


Demi lovato - Get Back

Fatini Irdina | 2:29 AM | 0Comments |
"Get Back"

Demi lovato, one of my fav.

Don't walk away like you always do, this time.
Baby, you're the only thing that's been on my mind.
Ever since you left, I've been a mess
(You won't answer your phone)

I'll say it once, then I'll leave you alone
But I gotta let you know

I wanna get back
To the old days
when the phone would ring
and I knew it was you.
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing
Like we used to
Oh hold me [radio version],

like you mean it
Like you miss me,
'cause I know that you do.
I wanna get back
Get back with you
ayaaa...

don't look at me that way, I see it in your eyes.
Don't worry about me, I've been fine
I'm not gonna lie, I've been a mess
Since you've left

Everytime I see you, it gets more and more intense.

I wanna get back
To the old days
when the phone would ring
and I knew it was you.
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing
Like we used to
Oh hold me,
like you mean it
Like you miss me,
'cause I know that you do.
I wanna get back
Get back with you

You were the only one I wanted
You were the first one I fell for
You're the only one that I'm in need of
And I don't want to be lonely anymore

I wanna get back
To the old days
when the phone would ring
and I knew it was you.
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing
Like we used to,
Oh hold me
like you mean it
Like you miss me
'Cause you know you do
I wanna get back
Get back, with you

(Get back!) Get Back!
(Get back!) Get Back!
(Get back!) Get Back!
(Get back!) Get Back!

Oh hold me,
like you mean it
Like you miss me
'cause I know that you do

I wanna get back
Get back
I wanna get back
get back
Get back
Get back

Get back!

math error

Fatini Irdina | 12:06 PM | 0Comments |
I know it may takes time to move on, but moving on from your own bestfrien is the hardest thing to do. I dont even know how long it may takes. Yeah, maybe those busy schedule makes me feel better, I even think that I can handle this, I will never care about anymore, but deep in my heart, honestly I can't. I still care, I still wonder how are you, are you fine there? are you ok? did anyone hurt you? did you feel down again? Oh please, fatini.

I love the most when u talk about your dream. I love listening to your story, what u plan in the future, what inspire you, what make u down, your idole and etc
What I wish is only to see that you can finally be what you've dreamed for.

I know you are struggling very hard there. I can feel how hard it could be. I hate myself for being so immatured and so emotional when it comes to hard time in handling feelings. Yes, im here also trying hard struggling for my dream. Let us struggle first, and we'll celebrate later when we meet again in the future.

Take care.

Semester 2

Fatini Irdina | 11:59 AM | 0Comments |
Feeling quite not well (almost 3 weeks fuhh) but still can survive here. Even now I couldnt sleep I dont know why huhu.

Yeah, sem 2 has already begun. I know sem 2 gonna be tough, but i'm tougher!!! Kind of motivation to myself.

Banyak kerja of course, silibus pun lagi mendalam, banyak benda kena handle, banyak program and so many 'banyak' here so im not going to add more.

I just wanna have a memorable moment here and take it as valuable experience in life. I swear that I have already love this place but I only have about 4 months here and I know I will miss everything here, especially my beloved lecturers.

Yeah, maybe I will not miss my friends (RCU) because I still have 5 more years to live with them in RCMP *wink*

But still, I will miss my other friends (other programme) that help me a lot during my time here. I hope we could stay in touch in the future.

Moga sem 2 Fatini jadi lebih rajin, lebih matang dan lebih kurus (eh)
 
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